A thousand years

“Heart beats fast,
Colors and promises,
How to be brave,
How can I love when I’m afraid to fall,
But watching you stand alone,
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow.

One step closer..

I have died everyday waiting for you,
Darlin’ don’t be afraid,
I have loved you for a Thousand years,
I’ll love you for a Thousand more,

Time stands still,
Beauty I know she is,
I will be brave,
I will not let anything take away,
What’s standing in front of me,
Every breath, Every hour has come to this.

One step closer..

And all along I believed
I would find you
Time has brought
Your heart to me
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I’ll love you for a
Thousand more”

P/S: In the morning before our ‘akad nikah’, I was driving alone. Yes, alone. Leading. On my count, there are not less than 11 cars behind. I was listening to this song…

All the thoughts from my life before that day suddenly came and I was crying, asking for happiness and forgiveness. That’s why I didn’t cry after that, while you’re instead. :p Love you my love.

May Allah bless us.

PS2: Bila nak masak untuk I neh? Hehe. Semoga baik-baik di sana ya. Terasa bujang lak. :p

I’m on TV

Last night I was on air at TV1, tapi bukan duduk depan mahupun yang diraikan (interviewed), cuma orang yang ‘melompat-lompat’ kat belakang. =P Tapi cuma 2 saat je. Hehe.

That was the second time masuk TV. Last time with previous company kat Astro Awani, itupun ‘lompat-lompat’ kat belakang jugak. Haha. Pun dalam masa 2 saat jugak kot.

Bila lah nak jadi femes ni. :p

Seingat daku, first time nama tercetak dekat buku dulu-dulu pun dah melompat seronok dah. Maklumlah tak pandai sangat IT. Zaman dulu nampak nama semua tulis pakai tangan je. Resit mak ngajar ngaji pun pakai tangan je. Nama kat buku teks pun pakai tangan. Buku Kedatangan pun pakai tulisan tangan. Seronok betul tengok nama tercetak di buku Rakan Sains masa darjah 4 dulu. Cikgu kelas pulak time tu adalah Ketua Panitia Sains, masuk kelas terus tanya ‘awak tak nak beli buku Rakan Sains bulan ni ke, Aiman?’

Second time seronok lepas tengok nama tercetak dekat result UPSR. “Wah, nama daku tercetak!” “Kenapa nama aku ada?” “Wah, world class recognition nama aku.” :p Padahal UPSR pun dapat 5A je. Je. :p

Hah, jadikan cerita. BAru2 ni result SPM kuar. Adikku mendapat 7A 1B 1C. Hahaha. Alhamdulillah oklah tu. Gembira bukan main. Good job. Daku dulu pun berapalah sangat SPM tuh.. 7A 3B je. Je. Haha.

Oklah, berbalik kepada topik masuk TV tadi, lompat-lompat kat belakang pun jadilah. Hehe.

winning people’s heart

just now we had bowling tournament within the agency. I did not win and nor lose, and I was proud our team did very well. congratulations to makarip, alfie and epol. for personal record, I was the highest marks on the first round, lowest on the second round, and highest on the third round in the team. And for your record, epol got no 5, makarip no 6 and alfie no 7 for the total marks in rest of the agency. lolz. Anyway, that was not the story.

Updated 12.02.2010: I typed it via on my so-called android the first three paragraphs. But the touch screen does not suit my fingers to continue. So here it is.

I was challenged by a best friend to ‘win people’s heart’. I didn’t get what she really mean, but it might connected to something like love. And I know if that’s the thing there is one person that she mean: Fxxxxx. Winning her heart.

Back in university I used to have someone, F, despite she claimed we never declare, I think she’s the first one to open my heart to love. I didn’t won her heart, but she did wons mine. Then, something unexpected happened; I was too protective making her uncomfortable, then we break.

About one year or more after that, I found someone, S, during my practical. Know that she still single, I learned to win her heart based on my experienced. The relationship as you know was upside down. But I still hold my heart to not to lose. As something really really really unavoidable, I can’t continue. Not her fault. It was from my side.

During that period there was someone, R, trying to win my heart. She was trying so hard that I can ever expect and imagined, but what I regretfully did was I denied her. She didn’t cut lose but strive for about 2 years. I envy her spirit and really appreciate her effort. And I did felt something from her. But it didn’t last as I can’t promised her anything, she ended up engaging, ops, marrying someone else. I’ll pray for her and wish her happiness always. =)

And lastly there was someone whose name mentioned above came accidentally. We had chit chat for about 10 minutes (only) and to my surprised, it break my personal record to ask someone for a phone number! =) Then the funny part was I loose her number as I actually did not save it, only typed it and miss-called her during that time. I didn’t put any hope and think much about her since then. Three months later, I was the luckiest person as I received her first message. I am not the type that easy to accept someone especially during those crucial time but I value her effort. Thanks you very much, and I’ll take my bestfriend advice to win people’s heart again with Allah’s guide.

Anyway, congratulations to Mrs Bestfriend for your marriage and also congratulations to Miss F (read:’First’ not anything else) for your engagement. =) All the best to you guys.

I like open house because…

Last Saturday I received so many open-house invitation and also wedding ceremony from colleague and friends. Let’s see:

1. Bandar Baru Bangi – Kak Ina

2. Sunway – Fazira

3. Rawang – Nurul Ain

4.Seremban – Anis

5. And a lot more!

Yeah, all in one day. Unfortunately I manage to fulfill 1 invitation only, and (1 uninvited open house – this is different story).

The fact that I do like to attend open house is because.. well,it’s free! Plus there are so many variety of foods, also lots of time to hangout with all the people that we know. And this is a gamble, although it is not compulsory, we as invitee must prepare Duit Raya for the kids that the owner has. =)

So the cost might be, your fuel and your angpau. Hehe. May God bless to those held open house and invited me this month, lolz, as I dun even have to organize one. =P

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri. Maaf Zahir dan Batin.

Selamat Hari Raya dan Duit Raya RM50

Daku ingin mengucapkan Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, Maaf Zahir dan Batin kepada semua rakan-rakan sekalian.

Disini disertakan sekali duit raya RM50 untuk tatapan semua:

Hahaha. Maafkan daku kerana tahun ini daku tidak mempunyai peruntukan duit raya yang banyak untuk semua kerana bulan ini daku tidak mendapat gaji lagi. Harapanku semoga bulan hadapan gaji sudah boleh diterima dan bolehlah daku teruskan membajet semula segala urusan luaran dan dalaman ku nanti.

Walaupun daku tidak mempunyai uang yang banyak, namun kegembiraan anak-anak buahku tidak mungkin boleh diganti. Daku dengan berbesar hatinya memberikan mereka duit raya yang begitu.. begitu mengejutkan kaum ibu bapa mereka pada hari raya ini.

“Mak! Abang Dzul bagi Lima Puluh Ringgit!!” kata seorang anak buahku.

“Adik pun dapat RM50 ringgit sama!!” kata adik beliau.

Terkejut dengan pernyataan itu dan wang itu dilambai-lambaikan, mak saudaraku meluru ke arah anaknya sambil mengatakan, “Macam ni aku pun nak beratur,” disambut dengan gelak tawa saudara mara di dapur dan ruang tamu ketika itu.

Jeng3. Inilah duit raya tersebut:

Muahahaha. “Hantu punya Dzul! Tipah tertipu..” Tergelak daku bersama-sama anaknya dan segerombolan penonton yang berada disitu.

Itulah antara kisah-kisah menarik sepanjang 2-3 hari ini. Oh ya, dalam sampul duit itu cuma terdapat RM2 sahaja. Hehe. Ampun ya. :p

Ada kisah menarik lain? Sila hantarkan kepada saya dengan mengkomen di bahagian bawah. Lolz.

A Dream for a ‘Nice Dream’

At last… My new bed and mattress has came to my room and automatically fulfilled my 7-months-dream before – to have a nice sweetdream. Hehe.

Tada.. Here it is. Sorry guys for this unusual atmosphere in the picture, the room do looks a little bit untidy. I wonder why.. Lolz.  Actually I got some space more in the room (althought my University room before quiet bigger than this) and plan to adjust the bed a bit far on the right.

It’s really feel so good to sleep on a bed, and that’s why I wake up a little bit late today. Oh yeah, only today, ok. Not after this. Hehe.

Okay then. Got to work.